( Steve is a product of his time. a product of his father, for sure. crying is just not a reasonable outlet for a guy his age. and certainly not in public! when he feels that familiar burn in his eyes, he tries to make himself scarce. sort of like a tree falling in the woods, if you cry on your own then did it really happen? so it's not that he never cries, ever. it's that he usually puts it off and puts it off and puts it off and occasionally the dam will break on his lonesome. there's only so much a guy can take.
this spontaneous bout of tears really snuck up on him. for most of the show, he'd been more confused than miserable. the show is confusing. on second viewing, it isn't any less confusing. in fact it somehow seems more confusing, because he's pretty sure this showing is somehow different than his first time, though Steve can't pick out exactly how it is different, since all the key players are the same.
he didn't cry the first time he watched the show, just felt unsettled and bemused. this time he feels objectively worse than the first, sure, and yet he's still kind of surprised by his own sadness. this just isn't... how he deals, with feeling sad. that's all. ) I... yeah. Sure. Definitely, ( Steve insists, though his watery tone doesn't sell it very well. ) Sorry. I don't know... I don't know, maybe the ending got to me.
wow wanda he's a man grown!!!
this spontaneous bout of tears really snuck up on him. for most of the show, he'd been more confused than miserable. the show is confusing. on second viewing, it isn't any less confusing. in fact it somehow seems more confusing, because he's pretty sure this showing is somehow different than his first time, though Steve can't pick out exactly how it is different, since all the key players are the same.
he didn't cry the first time he watched the show, just felt unsettled and bemused. this time he feels objectively worse than the first, sure, and yet he's still kind of surprised by his own sadness. this just isn't... how he deals, with feeling sad. that's all. ) I... yeah. Sure. Definitely, ( Steve insists, though his watery tone doesn't sell it very well. ) Sorry. I don't know... I don't know, maybe the ending got to me.